Slipping away....

She lays there all alone but i hear her moan and cry out for help i run over to her grab her hand and ask what can i do? she says im in pain please help i hold her tight yes im here as i massage her neck at a slow speed i tryed to figure out how and why did things get so bad she was all i ever had it hurt so bad but i knew she would make it she has too its like a nightmare that i cant go away from because she made things better now its all worse i stare at her and just think wow she was a amazeing woman and im so glad she was there she was unable to look in my eyes to see how hurt i am because her sight is gone but she still has that voice the voice of strength the voice of laughter that voice i have known all my life she isnt in the best condition but she doesnt complain because that just her .....i love you grandma ....